還記得當年的「瘋狂追星族」楊麗娟嗎？十多年過去了，她近日首次接受節目《魯豫有約》的專訪，面對公眾坦承自己當年的經歷與內心故事。如今的楊麗娟過著簡單且拮据的生活，和母親一起租住在廉價出租屋中，她在超市擔任導購，每月僅有約兩千元的微薄收入。在接受採訪時，談及當年偶像，她刻意不提他的名字，要麼直接略過，要麼用「那個誰」來代替。她坦言，如果人生能重來一次，自己不會再如此瘋狂追星。

回顧過往，年少的楊麗娟對劉德華的喜愛幾乎達到痴迷的程度。16歲時，她因無法專心學業而輟學，人生的目標從此變成見到偶像。她的父親雖然年紀較大才有了女兒，對她極為寵愛，甚至為陪伴她追星，一家人花費巨額資金前往香港，參加劉德華的歌迷會活動。然而，楊麗娟未能如願與劉德華單獨見面，心中充滿不滿與失落。這也激怒父親，他在極度情緒下寫下多頁遺書，指責偶像對女兒的不公，最終悲劇性地跳海自殺。此事一時間引發社會輿論的巨大反響與爭議。

在輿論壓力下，劉德華與楊麗娟最終見面，並私下為她還清超過一萬元的網絡貸款。經歷了這些波折，楊麗娟明顯成熟許多。她如今在超市工作，與同事關係融洽，不再沉迷網絡，偶爾透過廣播了解外界的資訊。她坦然面對過去，也開始以平凡而踏實的方式生活，對曾經的瘋狂追星歲月既感慨又釋懷。這段經歷不僅是她個人的成長故事，也提醒人們在追求偶像與夢想時，理性與家庭的平衡同樣重要。

Do you remember Yang Lijuan, the “crazy fan” from years ago? Over a decade later, she recently gave her first public interview on the program A Date with Luyu, candidly sharing her past experiences and inner story. Today, Yang Lijuan leads a simple and modest life, renting a low-cost apartment with her mother. She works as a sales assistant in a supermarket, earning a meager monthly salary of around 2,000 yuan. During the interview, when referring to her former idol, she deliberately avoided mentioning his name, either skipping it entirely or using the phrase “that person” instead. She admitted that if she could live her life over again, she would never have been so obsessed with fandom.

Looking back, young Yang Lijuan’s admiration for Andy Lau was intense to the point of obsession. At the age of sixteen, she dropped out of junior high school because she could not focus on her studies, and her sole goal in life became meeting her idol. Her father, who had her later in life and pampered her greatly, even spent a significant amount of money to accompany the family to Hong Kong to attend Andy Lau’s fan club events. However, Yang Lijuan was unable to meet him one-on-one, leaving her deeply dissatisfied. The disappointment and frustration affected her father profoundly; in a state of extreme emotion, he wrote multiple pages of a will criticizing Andy Lau for being unfair to his daughter, and tragically, he later committed suicide by jumping into the sea. The incident immediately caused widespread shock and debate in society.

Under public pressure, Andy Lau eventually met with Yang Lijuan and privately helped her pay off more than 10,000 yuan in online loans. After experiencing these events, Yang Lijuan has clearly matured. She now works in the supermarket, maintains good relationships with her colleagues, no longer spends time online excessively, and occasionally keeps up with the outside world through the radio. She faces her past with acceptance and has begun to live a steady and grounded life, reflecting on her years of obsessive fandom with a sense of both nostalgia and release. Her story is not only a personal journey of growth but also serves as a reminder that balance between passion, idols, and family responsibility is crucial.